argh...
cant stop thinking about you guys
these few days
~~~
dunno what will happen
my SL is trying
but losing hope
my ASL is doing her best for everything
*i hope*
but getting totally exhausted
~~~
all that i am hoping is that
ulric wont dont come for band...
and elaine wont stop trying
and joshua will try his best and not disappoint me
and kai siang will AT LEAST KNOW HIS CHROMATIC SCALES!
~~~
havent been studying for 3 days now
see all of you
hear your voices
see your messages on msn
all making me so worried
once i open my book
it's as if i see all your faces in front of me
it's just so damn worrying you know
i close my eyes when sleeping
i also see your faces
telling me you wanna quit trying
wanna quit band
wanna give up all that you guys hope for
it's not the 1st time im crying my heart out
for you guys le...
~~~
cant concentrate le...
cant do much to ulric le
josh told mi he WILL jia you...
and not talk too much...
i realli hope he does so
try to cheer elaine up
eventually she gives me that forced smile
just makes me wanna hug her and
solve all her problems for her...
see kai siang slacking just now
so angry, yet... hais...
i dunno...
~~~
hate the background music...
"Go the Distance"
hate the lyrics...
totally contradicting...
when compared to what is happening in my
dear section now
~~~
it really breaks my heart you know
to know that i am going next year
and my members are losing it
and i cant do anything much next year already
I AM TRYING ALL I CAN!
to encourage all of you
to cheer you up
to be confident about you
~~~
i told ulric i will keep quiet about everything
till the camp comes
prove me wrong can?
please...
all of you!
let me leave with a positive thinking
~~~
i cant always be horny and corny
to cheer you all up
you guys have to buck up on your
playing skills and
find fun in everything yourself...
now i am seriously thinking what was amily thinking
last year... at this point of time...
~~~
i know you playing skills have improved
tremendously
but it's definitely NOT GOOD ENOUGH!
i could play better than kai siang now
when it was in april in my sec 1 year...
cummon
GIVE IT ALL YOU'VE GOT!
i told you guys
he came in with talent oozing
like ulric and joshua
eventually?
~~~
be considerate and think of every single member
in your section kaez...
everybody does something
for some reason
understand that
and respect that...!
if you think it is wrong,
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
~~~
anywayz...
i am trying to study now
cant sleep
so....
~~~
~signing off~
*jACkO*
=luv you all=
